繪/馬豆子

The Inspirational Essay 勵心小品

畢業(yè)季：難說再見

繪/馬豆子

⒈We took a lot of photos on the day of graduation.Everyone was smiling. It looked like we would never be apart. Suddenly the first day of high school popped into my mind. The curious and excited faces remained fresh in my memory. Time flies！ Many things have been gone and I couldn't remember them except some beautiful fragments①fragment 英 ［'fr?ɡm(xù)（?）nt］ 美 ［'fr?ɡm(xù)?nt］ n. 碎片；片斷或不完整部分 vt. 使成碎片 vi. 破碎或裂開.

⒉"You just review your books and I will look at you guys."

⒊Everyone was down the night before the NCEE. A bug flew into our classroom and stayed at our clock. Our clock didn't have a cover so we saw that bug struggling on the hand and holding back the clock two minutes late. Nobody said anything. We were all looking at the bug. our head-teacher joked that the bug was stalling②stall 英 ［st??l］ 美 ［st?l］ n. 貨攤；畜欄；托詞 vi. 停止，停轉(zhuǎn)；拖延 vt. 拖延；使停轉(zhuǎn)；使陷于泥中time for us.

⒈畢業(yè)那天照了好多照片，每個人臉上都洋溢著笑容，好像我們永遠不會分開?；秀遍g想到了高一來學校報到時的場景，那一張張充滿好奇而又興奮的臉讓人記憶猶新。時光飛逝，回想起來很多事都已煙消云散，但一些美好卻永遠留了下來。

⒉“你們再看看書，我再看看你們?！?/p>

⒊高考前一天晚上，大家情緒都不高。一只蟲子飛進教室，停在我們教室的鐘上了（那只鐘沒有鐘面）。我們就看到那只蟲在指針上不停地掙扎，直接把我們教室的鐘拖慢了兩分鐘。當時大家都沒說話，就看著那只蟲。班主任開玩笑說這只蟲在幫我們留住時間。

⒋After the NCEE， I helped her to move her stuff home that afternoon. We were talking while walking and when we got to her apartment， I said to her downstairs:"Can we stay like this forever？" She said yes.

⒌I thought I would cry my heart out. I thought I would tear up the exam papers crazily and the teachers would say goodbye in a touchy-feely tone... But nothing happened that afternoon. Everyone was quiet. We moved out our books and cleaned our classroom. It was nothing different from the scenes before the monthly exams. Everyone was doing the familiar things，and it seemed we would come back here to listen to our teachers' explanation③explanation 英 ［ekspl?'ne??（?）n］ 美 ［，?kspl?'ne??n］ n. 說明，解釋；辯解of the questions.

⒍Our head-teacher showed us a video he had made when we didn't notice. We laughed at first， and then we cried.

⒎After the NCEE，we didn't roar， shout or tear up our books. We asked the teachers when they would give us classes to analyze the NCEE papers， and then we cried.

⒏I will never forget what our headteacher said on that day， "After the exam， this class probably will never be united like this again in my life."

⒐When you couldn't find the one you were looking for during the graduation photo shoots， you would realize the best days were over when you looked at the one you liked and found out he was looking at you too... I wish I could take another glance at you...

⒑ After dinner the day before the NCEE， I went for a walk with my dad. When we were walking past the barbeque④barbeque 英 ［'bɑ?b?kju?］ 美 ［'bɑb?kju］ vt. 在烤架上烤 vi. 烤肉（等于barbecue） n. 烤肉野餐；炙烤用的鐵架stall. I wanted to have some but dad refused to buy me any. He was worried I might get the runs. At midnight， dad walked into my room to check me. I was not really asleep then and dad stood beside my bed. fanning me for a long time. I think of this scene whenever I close my eyes.

⒋高考結(jié)束的那個下午，幫她搬東西回家，兩個人就這樣邊走邊聊。到她家樓下時，我說了句：“我們以后能不能一直這樣？”她答應了。

⒌我以為我會抱頭痛哭，會發(fā)瘋般地撕卷子，老師會煽情地和我們道別——但是什么都沒有發(fā)生，那天下午很平靜，大家默默搬著書，收拾著教室，就像每次月考前的場景，大家都在做著做過無數(shù)次的事情，好像考完試還會回到這間教室聽老師分析試卷。

⒍班主任在班里放了一段視頻，是他平時在我們不知道的情況下拍的我們班的日常。一開始大家哄堂大笑，后來一個個眼眶都紅了。

⒎高考完了，沒有瘋狂喊叫，沒有激憤撕書。同學們笑著問老師什么時候評講高考試卷，笑著笑著大家就哭了。

⒏永遠也忘不了老班那句話：“考完試，這輩子，這個班，基本是聚不齊了?！?/p>

⒐拍畢業(yè)照那天，滿操場尋覓也沒對上那道目光，才知道，當你上課回頭的時候，發(fā)現(xiàn)你喜歡的人也在看你的時刻到頭了……多希望再看你一眼。

⒑高考前一天吃完晚飯，和老爸一起軋馬路，走過大排檔的時候我又忍不住想吃燒烤，老爸死活不讓我吃，說萬一吃壞肚子怎么辦。半夜老爸進來看看我有沒有蹬被子，其實我那個時候還沒有睡著，老爸站在我床邊拿著扇子為我扇了很久，這個場景至今一閉眼就能想起。

⒒本來說好誰都不哭，笑著迎接畢業(yè)。結(jié)果女生還是流了眼淚，男生也沒出息地紅了眼眶。該哭就哭，該鬧就鬧，該擁抱就擁抱。

⒓畢業(yè)典禮上，閨蜜悄悄跟我說：“以后不能跟你一起上學，一起回家了?！比隂]哭過的我竟眼含熱淚，拼命忍住不讓它落下來。

⒔我再也不能在騎車的時候期待路上能碰到那個人了。

⒕我提著行李箱踏出了校門，才想起來飯卡里還有二十幾塊錢沒有刷。畢業(yè)了，學校食堂都是那么親切。

⒖畢業(yè)那天，學校通知我們高三學生到操場集合。隔壁班的一男同學抱了一大堆書，邊撕邊扔。然后大家一個接一個，開始扔書，一直持續(xù)了將近一個小時。書本滿天飛的情景，現(xiàn)在都還記得。之后我們默默地下去集合，默默地回寢室搬書。最后，我跟朋友道別，去車站買票回家，回家后一個人在家放聲大哭。

⒒We promised we wouldn't cry， and we would embrace the graduation with smiles on our faces. But girls cried and tears welled up in boys' eyes. Cry as you wish， joke as you want and hug as you expect.

⒓At the graduation ceremony， my best friend said to me:"We can't go to school and go home together anymore." I hadn' t cried for three years but I couldn't fight the tears at that moment.

⒔I could no longer expect to run into that guy while riding to school.

⒕After I walked out of the school with my luggage⑤luggage 英 ［'l?ɡ?d?］ 美 ［'l?ɡ?d?］ n. 行李；皮箱， I just realized that there was still more than 20 yuan in my meal card. After graduation， even the school canteen looked sweet for me.

⒖The graduates were askedto assemble⑥assemble 英 ［?'semb（?）l］ 美 ［?'s?mbl］ vt. 集合，聚集；裝配；收集vi. 集合，聚集on the playground on the day of graduation. A boy from the next class walked to the playground while tearing up a pile of books. One after another， everyone else started to throw out their books and it lasted for nearly an hour. There were books everywhere after the big event and it's hard to forget it. Then， we started together on the playground silently. After that， we walked back to our dorms in silence. I gathered my stuff and went to the bus station to take the bus home after I said goodbye to my friends. When I got home， I cried out loudly.

⒗每個舍友走的時候我們都堅持要送到公交車站。送其中一個舍友時，大家說好了不哭，一路上也都嘻嘻哈哈地開著玩笑。正聊著，突然聽到外面商店里放著《離別的車站》，然后話題就中斷了，大家都把頭別過去不看對方，忍著不哭出來。

⒘考試前覺得考完就是解放。然而，監(jiān)考老師讓放下筆那句話一說出來，我心頭驀然涌出一種失落感，一直的寄托沒了，有點像沒有方向的船在平靜的海面上漂蕩。

⒙畢業(yè)典禮時，同學問我，要畢業(yè)了，有什么感受嗎？那個時候還覺得一切如常，沒有不舍。但真正開始收拾行李時才明白高中就這么結(jié)束了，不會再有老師天天在耳旁念叨了，一起沖向食堂的小伙伴們也要各奔東西了……

⒚高考完，跟哥們兒從考場走回教室，之前都懶得去打掃衛(wèi)生的同學都默默干了起來。本以為都會哭著離開，結(jié)果都大笑而去，每個人都賣力地打掃，就這樣掃掉了我們?nèi)昵啻骸?/p>

⒛畢業(yè)那天，我以為我離開的是地獄，沒想到是天堂。

⒗We insited on walking every roommmate to the bus station. We had promised each other that we wouldn't cry， and we joked and laughed all the way. But when We were walkmg past a store， we heard me song.The Station of Departure.We all stopped. We couldn't bear looking at each other and we tried so hard not to cry.

⒘I had thought that I would feel relieved after the NCEE. But when the invigilator⑦invigilator 英 ［?n'v?d??le?t?］ 美［?n'v?d??le?t?］ n. 監(jiān)考人；監(jiān)視器asked us to stop writing，I felt pretty lost like a boat drifting on the sea without any guidance.

⒙At the graduation ceremony， one of my classmates askea me how I felt. I felt fine and I wasn't reluctant to let it go. When I started packing， I suddenly realized that high school was really over. There would be no nagging⑧nagging 英 ［'n?ɡ??］ 美 ［'n?ɡ??］adj. 嘮叨的；挑剔的；使人不得安寧的n. 嘮叨；挑剔v. 嘮叨（nag的ing形式）from any teacher. All of my friends would go for their own future.

⒚After the exam， I walked back to my classroom with my best buddy and saw even the laziest classmate cleaning our classroom. I thought we were going to say goodbye in tears. Instead， we bid farewell with laughter. We worked so hard to clean our classroom and cleaned our three years of youth away too.

⒛I thought I left the hell on my graduation day， but it turned out I left the paradise.

Graduation Season: It's Hard to Say Goodbye