Dreams really do exist. But in the morning when you wake up, they are remembered just as a dream. That is what happened to me.
I always had the dream to dance. When I was young, I would dance around and around in the fields of wildflowers that grew in my backyard. Reality woke me up when I heard a voice saying, “I dont know why you bother trying to dance. You dont have the talent to be a ballerina.” Hearing that, I fell to the ground and wept for hours.
We lived in the countryside by a lake. My mother criticized everything because she thought nothing was ever perfect in her life. She dreamed of a different life but she ended up living in the countryside, far away from the city where she believed her dreams would have come true.
夢的的確確是存在的,但是當你早上醒來的時候,你所記得的僅僅是一個夢而已。這正是發(fā)生在我身上的事。
我一直夢想著跳舞。小時候,我常常在自家屋后開滿野花的田地里跳舞。當我聽到一個聲音說:“我不明白你為什么要浪費工夫去嘗試跳舞,你沒有成為芭蕾舞者的天資?!爆F(xiàn)實讓我從夢里醒了過來。聽了那些話后,我癱倒在地上,哭了好幾個小時。
我們家住在鄉(xiāng)下,附近有一座湖。媽媽遇到什么事都要抱怨,因為她覺得自己的生活處處不如意。她夢想著過另一種不同的生活,結果她卻在鄉(xiāng)下住了下來,離城市很遠,而她認為她的夢想可以在城市得以實現(xiàn)。
I enjoyed hanging out by the water. I would sit there for hours and stare at my reflection. There I was, looking nothing like a pretty ballerina. Reflections dont lie. Once the waves came, my reflection would be gone—washed away, just like my dream to dance.
As I grew older, I began to realize that the reason my dream was even born was that it was something that was inside me. The dream I had was never cared for, so it slowly died. Its not that I wanted it to die, but I allowed it to die the day I started listening to the words, “You cant do it.” When I finally woke up from many years of dreaming, I realized that I couldnt settle for dancing in the wildflowers. I had to move on to the stage.
我喜歡待在湖邊。我可以在那里坐上幾個小時,盯著自己的倒影看。水中的我一點也不像個漂亮的芭蕾舞者,倒影是不會騙人的。每次波浪蕩過來,我的倒影就消失了——被沖掉了,就像我想跳舞的夢想一樣消失了。
長大后我開始明白,我之所以懷有這個夢想,是因為它就在我心里。但是我的夢想從未得到過培育和呵護,因此它慢慢地“死”去了。并不是我希望它“死”去,但是從我聽到“你做不到”這句話的那一天,我就放任它“死”去。最后,當我從多年來的夢想中醒悟時,我才明白:僅僅在野花叢中起舞是不夠的,我得設法到舞臺上去跳舞。
Vocabulary
exist v. 存在;實際上有
bother v. 費心;花費時間、精力
ballerina n. 芭蕾舞女演員
weep v. 哭泣,流淚(wept是過去式形式)
criticize v. 挑剔;指責(criticized是過去式形式)
reflection n. 映照出的影像
wave n. 波浪;波濤(waves是復數(shù)形式)
realize v. 理解;領會;意識到
settle for 勉強接受;將就